Posts Tagged ‘Insights’

Day 234: Personal cash flow

Sunday, December 20th, 2009

Walking my talk
I once wrote that I have to start with myself with whatever I wish to do for others. What I wish to do (for others, for the world, for the fun & challenge of it) is to create sustainable cash flows towards empowering projects worldwide. Hence it’s a good start to create a sustainable cash flow for myself to begin with.
I better walk my talk, hey. :)

Financial goals
Had a talk with Trudy today. She’s awesome. I asked her during Sam Camp if she’s willing to support me in setting and reaching two financial goals (one personal & one professional). She said that she’d love to do that and she jumped right into it. Now I’m clarifying things like where I’m at and where I’m heading. First I’m focusing on the personal one. The professional (for the Win Win World Tour and the Money Well concept) will without a doubt follow in it’s footsteps.

Between now and Dec 31th
* Clarify Point A (exactly where I’m at)
* Clarify my goals behind my goals (the “why?”)
* Clarify what I’m aiming at (percentages & figures)
* Choose my smart personal cash flow goal
* Choose my Point B (planned evidence for goal achievement)

Between Jan 1st and March 31st
* Achieving my goal :)
* Documenting & sharing the process
* Celebrate!

Personal cash flow percentages
Giving: 20%
Saving: 20%
Living: 30%
Taxes: 30%
There has to be better ways regarding taxes. Whatever I come up with that is better, will bring more to giving, saving and living.

(And honestly, my financial life goal is to give 90%. Should I put it up now or start at 20% and change it yearly? Probably the later. This is why I’m clarifying things until the 31st of December…)

Right now
My personal cash flow right now is zero, which is a perfect starting point. :) For me it means that I can build it however I choose to, as there are no expectations and numbers attached to the percentages I’ve choosen above. The key part is “Living”. That’s why all the clarifications are so important. If I wish to live of X weekly, the goal will be to create 3.33X weekly. I can choose any number and then just create it.

(Why should ”Living” necessarily be the key part? I can live of pretty close to zero and have done it so far. Maybe that’s not where my motivation lies. Maybe the key part for me is “Giving”. That’s what I “miss” most of all. So maybe shift the focus and start with asking myself “how much do I wish to personally give away each week?”. Yay! That feels much better.)

Excited
I know that all goals are achievable, as long as they are set, shared and taken action towards. Yet the financial area is where I’ve been hiding out and putting my head in the sand, thinking “I don’t get it/I can’t do it/I don’t care” (up until Win Win World Tour, and even during the journey so far). During the last months I’ve reached what I was told being “unreachable” goals in other areas. I’m sure I can reach financial goals too. With the last months results as reminders, I’m glad to take this on. I’m excited!

(and a little bit anxious to be perfectly honest…)

Back at square one
I’m surrounded by all these financially & business savvy people who are all truly awesome. I have so many sources to learn from. If they can do it, so can I. If I can do it, so can anyone. Back to the mental place I was in when I choose my goals for the Win Win World Tour. Back in the beginners mind. Back at square one.

Let’s begin.

Day 184: Being open

Saturday, October 31st, 2009

Had such a valuable talk with Sean today. Cars are amazing for those heartlevel conversations. The feeling in my body… being open and vulnerable. I’m grateful for staying with the boyz here. What I pick up through osmosis by being around them is changing my life. No doubt about it.

I’m glad that I add something too by being me.

The state I’m in right now… thoughtful, grounded, calm.

I know that in order to reach my goal, the most important thing is to change my perspective. To believe even more. Most of all, to start with myself. I can’t create something for others that I haven’t opened up for in my own life.

Right now my bank account is empty.
Below empty.

I am in Australia on a tourist visa.

I have decided to stay in integrity.
(meaning not working for cash)

I stay in an amazing apartment.

I’m surrounded by highly successful people.

I haven’t told anyone about where I’m at financially.

There is an infinite amount of solutions.

I am choosing to start looking for them.

I’ve been so afraid.

There are so many things that people have said along the way, that I’ve chosen to listen to and that I’ve attached restraining meanings to. Things like “making money sounds bad”, “I’m not willing to support what you’re doing in case you would make money later on” and “the intention of making a profit might be a huge turnoff for some people who would be of great value for the project”.

I’m absolutely sure that everybody has their own opinions based on their own perspectives and their own world views. And that everybody are looking to create the best possible results/situations that they possibly can.

What I’ve done is that I’ve taken all that’s said about money since I started this journey, filtered it, and come up with the most restraining and inhibitory meanings possible. And then I’ve gone victim to the meanings I’ve chosen…

And now I’m starting to smile. :)

I consider myself to be pretty aware. Still I get myself wrapped up in my own shit every now and then. Doubts, fears and disbeliefs. Hey, that’s just a waste of time.

Aron said to me at some point that every day counts, that every day is crucial and that it’s important to make the most of my time one the road. I can’t afford to waste time. I agree.

Wasting time
Not asking
Holding back
Covering up my flaws
Not sharing where I’m at
Looking like I have it all together
[insert anything that I haven't covered, but is still there]

Making the most of my time
Sharing all of me
Being completely honest
Sharing where I’m at & where I’m heading
Being clear about my intention
Receiving the support thats offered
Asking for the support that would serve me
Connecting with the ones around me
Staying in touch
Asking where others are heading
Adding values
Coming up with suggestions & solutions
Asking for feedback and/or input
[insert anything that I haven't covered that would be valuable]

Cool, let’s spend more time and energy on the second list.

Note to self
C’mon girl, you have the power to create whatever you set your mind to, no doubts whatsoever. Now take it on and get going. It’s just a choice, ey, and you’re in the perfect place with the perfect people to find monetary solutions. Soak it in, start talking and take some freaking action. NOW!

Day 182: Embracing failure

Thursday, October 29th, 2009

Ponder this:

I’m embracing failure as a part of my success.

AND as I tweeted yesterday…

Fact – Meaning is the game. The aim of the game is to win.
We win by choosing the best possible meaning.

I choose the best possible meaning!